PasT n FuTure-------------------no PresenT

2008-05-28T22:13:00.002+08:00

i
finally
finished
doing
notes
for
POA.

first time i'm making notes myself lols.
i always end up giving up halfway.
since POA don't have much theory, so i thought i can give it a try lo.
but after 1 whole day, i still haven't finish studying POA =.=
theory is only 20%, so i can conclude i only finish 20% of POA LOL
i needda buck up liao. i still have a lot of work waiting for me to finish by tml.
*adding oil*...

back to work.

2008-05-26T19:15:00.004+08:00

i dont feel like studying
but i have to study
i need to study zzz

laziness overpowering me lol. POA common test this saturday, tues and thursday should be not free cuz of BMGT project discussion. just when i was thinking i still have a lot of time =X

i can't believe i just tidied my table lol. it looks, so nice and neat now! but my room still looks messy since my room is sortta a computer room, so not all the things in my room are mine in that sense. so as long as those things which does not belong to me is still messy, my room will still remain messy. whatever la. as long as i'm happy seeing my table and my bed can liao. the rest i dont care. lols. errrrrrrrrr maybe someday during the term break i would clear la =X my room after all zzz.

bought boots for touch le. adidas one, which is so cheap. 49 bucks lol. lucky for dick who helped me find it, cuz i wouldn't be able to as its all the way at the bottom of the shelve. i wouldn't look at every shoe you know, plus its all the way near to the floor, and people always like to hide the price tag... and it's not just cheap, it's nice too =)

off to mug, even if i only touch 1 pg of POA..its still an achievement LOL

and new skin=) thats why got mood to blog lol.

2008-05-10T20:04:00.002+08:00

FAN FAN FAN!!! HAO FAN AH!!!!!

- status will remain until i sort out my thinking.....

when i am about to recover, going for touch rugby and doing the IAC interviews under the hot sun made it abit worst lol. now a lot of phlegm, lucky the cough recovering liao phew. i thought the phlegm would cause me to cough a lot again.

today will be going to you wei house to continue the interview and experiencing being homeless by sleeping at the void deck. supposedly we wanted to sleep with the homeless somewhere around bridge road, err near chinatown. but teacher dun allow, so we suggested sleeping at the void deck instead and she agreed. dunno whether we will stay at the void deck the whole night or not lol. but i bet the video cam batt wouldn't stay that long LOL today i was damn tired leh. when i thought i can rest in the morning, i have to go to school to finish up the BMGT presentation slides with jesper. so when i reach home i immediately close my eyes and nap le. hope we wun have such projects again lol. tiring leh haha

2008-05-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder why would i want to see a doctor just now.
i went to see her cuz i had a bad headache, but she did not give me any medicine for headaches! AGAIN! cuz she said its caused temporary by my runny nose.
hey. i wouldn't go and see a doctor just because i had cough or runny nose.
sian la. i just want some medicine which could stop the pain.
now i can't even do work properly nor go for ccas.
zzz.

2008-05-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

seriously

I DON'T WANT TO GET SICK!!!!!

halfway to getting runny nose le zzz.

2008-04-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

hi. just a week with CCAs till late at night really tire me out.
especially today. must wake up at 5+ cuz i got lesson at 8.
sian. lucky after june this is module (iac) would be over, so i can come at 10 instead.
if not next time, adding all the time i have to commit in projects, confirm cannot wake up that early one.
then will miss shuttle bus, then will be late. and not enough sleep really makes me blur.
as in i really dunno what i am doing lol.
my brain will be in 90% sub conscious mode.
and everything i do will not make sense and will be ridiculously wrong.
something like 1+1=3 answer.

and happy bdae purdey!!

gotta catch some sleep

2008-04-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

ok i officially declare that i HATE POA as of now. it really sucked. i wonder how accountants survive learning years of accounts sia. i couldn't even tahan one lesson today lol. although i didn't sleep, but i was on the verge to. POA is already boring, and the lecturer made it even more boring by boring us with repeating the same point for at least 4 times man. i think she would make a very good pri school teacher la.

but frankly speaking, at least she made us remember the point she is trying to bring across to us. so i must remind myself to bring sweets to the POA lecture to keep me awake. and doing the POA tutorial question (the one for next week) already made me feel frustrated. its just half or near to half page answer, so i wonder how i am going to give those 4 pg answers sia. well people taking POA claim that their answers are such long, so i'm not very sure we will be doing that lol.

tml i think i should be if i am not wrong would be going to the touch rugby trial. the timing abit sian la. start at 6pm. i stay near school nvm. but i stay tampines LEH. i dun want to reach home at 10 whole body smelly then cannot sleep but feel like sleeping a lot. that feeling sucks, really. but then if you think further, trainings next time would be at this time and end late. no choice. just have to adjust to it slowly ba.

tml 2 hour workshop for the whole day = SONG!

2008-04-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

dropped by to blog....

just started school for erm 4 days, and before that we had a BAMP aka BA orientation camp. its not a stay in camp, so everyone gets to go home around late afternoon. they said its better to do this to boost attendance rate, but it would not be as fun as a stay in camp.. i was a SC for spidey 4. people there are quite quiet except for a few, but we knew all the ppl's name in our group because of our good ice breakers games. lol well we actually had to say out the name of the people in our group, so thats how we knew each other's name. and the typical camp stuffs happened, so i shan't elaborate.

this 4 days we only had lectures and a workshop. lucky no tutorials. going to have PBL THIS SEM. but lucky we would not have written exams for the module. we just have to be tested of our microsoft exel skills by, creating something the lecturer wanted, i think. so its not as stressful as last time when we had ITB. and i think economics would be one of the killer modules this sem. its so cheem lol. and i think they well set MCQs for us with a similar option..not sufficient information. well the test is still..quite far. too early to make any judgments yet. maybe as we go further on it would be easier..MAYBE...

alright off to rest..

2008-04-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

long time no blog.

have been busy playing and going to school to do the BA passport thingy, i didnt have the time/mood to blog. well i got my results and it was ok... considered good la. ok let me recall significant things that happened to me after i came back from kota tinggi, which is the last time i blogged...

started playing cabal online...

started gyming with dick almost once every 2 days, until i persuaded him to go to swim instead...

got a very serious sunburn after the swim, which was last sat. it haven't recovered until now. its still very red and painful...

lost 16 bucks in majiong on saturday =(

cut and pasted a lot of stuffs for the BA passport...

sis wore specs. so i am the only person left in my family with perfect eyesight. YAY?...

watched evangelion the movie. very very nice except for the freaking loud and high pitched sound effects which nearly burst my eardrums that day...

my mp3 is going to cmi, cuz the battery life of my mp3 is about 6 hours, far from the rated 25 hours...

i think thats about it. and that is all i can remember which happened to me... and ya we had a DPA BBQ which was fun. they are not in chronological order cuz i am too lazy to arrange them; just typing down what comes to my mind. going to watch tv now.. and i should be updating my blog.........erm.......soon?

2008-03-17T20:42:00.002+08:00

going for the overseas camp to kota tinggi tml. not feeling very excited however. but at the same time not feeling sian about the camp. just neutral lo. it should be fun la. the organisers ought to make it fun, without those high elements all nightwalks etc etc etc. off to pack bag le. i think i am going to catch the first bus and first train tml. i have to reach school by 7.45am i think. which means i have to wake up at 5am EARLY IN THE MORNING!!! confirm not enough sleep then become panda tml...

2008-03-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

got my laptop already, and i am blogging using it xD finally got my own computer. can use and modify it whenever and whatever i want. freedom!!! all the projects and tests are finally over. and i dont think i would do well for the ITB test, but its only 20%...80% from project work. can pass. i shouldn't be getting less than 5% for the test ba. thats quite pathetic lol. at least above 5%. k gtg. my laptop is burning..

2008-03-10T21:06:00.005+08:00

ok i'll update.
DPA is going to end very soon. just 2 more weeks. and next week will be our trip to kota tinggi. thursday would be the ITB test, but i dont seem to have enough time to study for it. dunno how i am going to cope with the short answer question without much preparing. but at least theres some motivation, cuz i get to order my laptop after the test on thursday. craving for a laptop for very long liao. finally going to get a laptop soon. but dunno whether they would deliver it in 1 week, 2 weeks or 1 month time=.= nvm its still quite near. off to do work le, blog when i have time.

to whoever i'm gonna scold later. &%(^&%*&^$&*^$(
i'm trying very hard to not use vulgar. yes you might be a funny person, but your attitude sucks at times. cant you just talk nicely? would you need to talk as if i'm your subordinate and boss me around? so what if your work is good. you dont even have respect when talking to your friends. argh.

2008-01-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

today's the 3rd day of the npp program.
well i met some friends already, and i think im adapting well so far=x
we had orientation during mon and tues, trying to help us get to know each other and familiarise with the school compound.
its fun, but the around the world treasure hunt thingy tired me out lol.
had to run around whole ngee ann, and the school aint small.
today we had the creativity module.
and the tutor was very lame lol.
he jokes, but ending up laughing himself.
but at least it isn't boring to the extent that everyone falls asleep.

tml will be the boring day.
i would have lessons from 9-5, same tutor, same topic.
the tutor expects us to read the first 2 chapters of the book before the lesson, but its like 110 pgs!
and the book is about the dry IT stuffs that i dun understand lol.
hope the lesson tml will be interesting =x

2008-01-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

My O Level Results
English- B3
Combined Humanities- A1
E maths- A1
the rest A2

kindda disappointed because i wanted a single digit for my L1R5.
but sadly i got 11.
well it wouldn't affect me much since i already had a place in my course.
i only wanted to have a nice o level cert.

tml will be the first day at school in ngee ann poly.
got the sec1/pri1 feeling now.
cuz i would be in a place where i know no one.
and i have to make friends all over again.
i hope i can really meet some nice ppl there.

2008-01-16T10:02:00.000+08:00

life has been boring since my work at nordam stopped.
playing the com from morning till night everyday feels weird.
its like wasting my time away lol.

BUT
my com spoil.
this com can run every other programs in my com except games.
which makes me even more bored.
and the tv doesnt show nice shows until 3.
so i have to stone at home everyday for 6 hours doing nothing unless someone asks me out.
this is sad.
can't work, cuz my school starts soon.
cant play, cuz my com spoil.
sians.

2007-11-30T19:45:00.000+08:00

prom night was quite fun.
yah everybody was very handsome/chio blah blah blah...
took a lot of photos there, since we were at our best at that time.
and was very sad on that day as my lucky draw number was 3 number away from the top prize.
so if i were to go there just a little bit later, i could have won.
lol.
after tt we went out to have a midnight movie.
with around 10 of us i think.
we watched beowulf.
tt movie sucks big time. lame story plot and its a cartoon=.=
dunno why its rated NC16.

found 2 jobs through recruit express.
a one day job tml at kah motors and another 18 day job at NORDAM.
both warehouse stock-taking.
hope can get a lot of overtime.
especially sundays, wages are x2.
only thing is i have to wake up early in the morning again.
but nvm. got money can liao lol

2007-11-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

10 more mins and i'm out to prom at suntec city convention centre.
well im in my prom clothes already.
and its damn hot now even with the fan.
the air con there better be cold enugh.
spare a thought for us...

2007-11-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

i tried on my prom clothes at home.
it looks quite nice ba. the colour matching quite good i think.
just tt i made the wrong choice to buy a pair of jeans.
nvm. it still looks nice with the jeans...
ok i shall not calculate how much i spent for prom.
make me more guilty only.

i was bored during the afternoon while my sis was using the com.
so i turned on the tv and saw this show one channel five.
i saw this quite touching US show where they renovate homes for the needy for free.
but most of the time they will demolish the old house.
and best part it all the demolishing was done without machineries.
yesterday's one was using hammer to knock down the whole house(by a lot of ppl)
today they pulled the whole house down with ropes.
lols. it crashed like a domino.
i think that was one of the best part of the show.
how i hoped i can have one of those houses.
nice interior design with a huge backyard with all the facilities i want.
bet it wouldn't be possible in singapore.
no money and not enough land.
nvm. i shall not hope for too much.
i'll just have a house with great interior design.
the kind when you step in the house, you get the 'wow' feeling.
and all the stress and tiredness will disappear when you sit down on the couch.
then the house must have the best sound system and the best flat screened plasma tv.
a room with exercising equipments.
and of course, the most comfortable bed, pillow and bolster.
hmm. this house is gonna cost me at least half a million.
well, thats how dreams and goals are meant to be.
almost impossible but possible.

2007-11-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

bought my blazer from 77th street today.
tt marks the end of my prom night shopping spree.
except for the mask=.=

gotta rest. muscles are aching...

2007-11-11T19:43:00.000+08:00

i bought my shoes finally.
after walking for like 3 hours lol.
pity my parents, especially my mum.
its a vans black shoe.
costed 79 bucks, so my mum asked for a further offer(20% off already)
then when i wanted to pay for the shoe.
the shopkeeper pressed on the calculator and it showed 79.2
lol she had to give me a further 20cent off, cuz she said the pair of shoes is 79 bucks already.

so now i got almost everything for prom night except for maybe a blazer or a vest.
most likely a vest ba. unique and cheaper.

off to look at my abcd-s...

2007-11-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

new skin.
sick of those colourful ones. so i chose this.
plain and simple.

i tried to force myself to practice mcq questions to prepare for the exams next week.
you can guess..i failed badly.
well at least i did one chem paper.
but thats when the com is not available for me to use yet.
and i only did 4 mcq questions when i got to use the com.
pathetic me. lol.
mcq seems not important, but it is actually not.
it contributed to my b3-s for my sciences apart from chem during the prelims.
just because i got no more than 25 for my mcqs...out of 40.
lol. and thats how i got my 68s.
argh. i must finish another 2 more papers by today.
erm after playing/watching tv...

2007-11-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired now.
after spending around 3-4 hours walking around to look out for shoes.
i didn't find suitable ones.
cuz i knew if i chose those expensive ones my mum will kill me.
and its her birthday today after all, so better don't make her mad.
well i can find the shoe i like next time.
maybe just in tampines. i don't want to walk so long and go so far just to find one shoe that i like.
not worth it.
i made a dog tag too.
engraved on it, so i must wait till sunday to collect it.

i really have no plans for my holidays.
everybody seems to have their own plans for themselves, but i really dunno what i can do.
work maybe? but i don't know how to find one.
or maybe i'm just lazy.
i think i should find one after the prom night.
must learn. if not next time when i finish my studies, i'll suffer.
plus i would have more money xDD

off to see tv le.

2007-11-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

24 hours later...

i'll be sitting comfortably on my chair and playing games without any worries.
i can watch all the tv shows i want.

just...24 hours later.

2007-11-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

i really can't stop myself from playing.
well although its just bio and ss to go.
but this 2 subjects couldn't be covered in 2 days if you want a solid A1.
too bad. i played my way till i really have 2 days left to study ss and bio.
i'm so screwed. maybe god will take pity of me and cast a spell on me so that i wouldn't touch any games except for my books.
lol.

physics today was ok.
at least i got all those questions that i'm not sure of correct through guessing.
well we shouldn't be guessing answers now during o levels since we should be well prepared.
thanks to playing again.

argh i wish the next second will be the second after the teacher says stop writing on monday during the bio exam.
woohoo. and thats the day we are sort of freed.
so for the sake of it, i MUST NOT touch the com tml and on sunday.

2007-11-01T18:46:00.000+08:00

omg omg. out of the 2 days, i spent more than 3/4 of the time playing.
to think i actually wanted to study some SS to ease the work during the weekends.
until now i still haven't finish physics. lol
i hate next monday.
really. but good thing is SS finishes at 9.30.
so we have about 3-4hrs to revise bio.
so please. set some easy topics like sri lanka for the structured question.
we don't have much time to write, let alone think.
so set such questions so that we have enough time to finish our essays.
then i would have some hope to get A for combined humanities.

zzz i must endure. must curb my thoughts of playing (not very successful).
its very near to the "end" of o's already.
its just next monday.
just 4 days more.
then i'll be free to play/slack/watch tv for all i want.
its so near. yet DAMN far.

2007-10-29T18:44:00.000+08:00

argh i'll prolly screw up today's e maths.
there's just this voice in me that says 'there would be more careless mistakes. you will make a lot of mistakes'
that sucks, really. doing something that you've lost almost all your confidence sucks.
its like even you got the question correct in the first place, there would be some doubts in you that make you change the answer making your answer wrong.
let's just hope tml will be a better day.

1+1+2+1+2=7 more papers to go....

2007-10-25T18:52:00.000+08:00

GEOG IS A KILLER!!!
why is it so unfair, this subject was supposed to be easy.
why did it turn out so difficult.
its like almost every single question is difficult.
only except the first one which asked us to find the straight line distance between 2 points.
there goes my A for combined humanities.
sobs.
the moderation better be fair. zzz.

2007-10-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

today's chem was quite easy.
or maybe partly because i listened to mrs lim=)
i did my ten year series from 04-06 over the weekends and yesterday.
some of the more difficult question came out before in these papers.
so i am lucky enough to have done them before. yay.

moral of story--always listen to your teacher. they give the best advice. (well most of the time...)

3/12 papers down. 9 more to go!

2007-10-24T09:56:00.000+08:00

2/12 papers down, 11 more to go...

ah i screwed question 11 yesterday.
damn the column vectors la.
finally figured out why it can't work.
but luckily got error carried forward.
the question is worth quite a number of marks =x
good thing is the topics supposed to be difficult are easy in this paper.
especially the relative velocity question.
phew.

today's chemistry. JIA YOU!!!

2007-10-22T19:31:00.000+08:00

onslaught of headache.
good excuse for me to rest =x

today's a maths paper is considered easy.
looking at the list of topics that the maths teachers compiled on what should be coming out tml,
most of them seems to be the more-difficult topics.
hope tml's paper will be around today's standard.

1/12 papers down, 11 more to go...

2007-10-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

my brain cannot think now,
after doing all those papers and using up my brain juice to think of a solution for the difficult a maths questions.
time to rest.
cant believe i even spent 1hr++ unknowingly on a question.
that happens when theres no one to ask at home and you have to S.I.Y(solve it yourself).
envy those ppl with parents who can do maths, then they can teach them. but come to think of it, having such parents aren't too good either.
these are the parents who will get you to study everyday and hire a tuition teacher to sit beside you to guide you to study.

time to de-stress and replenish my energy.

2007-10-15T18:31:00.000+08:00

4 more chapters before the completion of bio. and thats not all, since i still have to revise those experimental techniques for tml's bio prac. praying hard still that i wouldn't see a microscope on the table tml. that will be the worst nightmare ever for me as i will have a hard time preparing the slides which we haven't done for ages and locating where the cells in the slide are. the other experiments are ok, since its always about dissecting a fruit of a flower or experiments on potatoes. if not, we will have to work with leaves to investigate photosynthesis. yah, its predictable, but we are forever struggling to finish the practical on time. lol. maybe preparing the specimens just take too much time ba.

hope i would not screw up my test tml or suddenly forget some facts which seems to be happening quite often these few days.

2007-10-14T19:33:00.001+08:00

oh my god i need lots of concentration. i'm on the same textbook (thankfully not the same page) for 2 days =.=
50% of my normal speed, or even lesser. ok i swear i will finish studying it by today no matter what. no games, no TV, no sleep. that sounds a bit like a mission impossible for me. nvm. at least i'm trying.

so far, the o level practicals are quite difficult...more difficult than expected. 2 boxes of space for QA and they expect us to get 10 marks from there. those boxes just filled 3/4 page and there were only 4 steps for the experiment to get the 10 marks. i can expect bio prac to kill us. but, look at it on another perspective. if practicals are difficult, the theory papers might be easier to balance it off xD

hope so =X

and being trapped in the quarantine room is boring. they should let us watch a movie or something during the 9+am-1.30pm period. at least we have some entertainment, rather than looking at the clock every 5 min throughout the 4 hours. well, thats why we are quarantined in the AVT what. furthermore, the space for sitting is too small and too uncomfortable (maybe for me only) to sleep.

2007-10-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

maybe eating medicine isn't a good thing after all. although i have recovered, i feel very sleepy all day long. effects of the medicine. but today is the last day eating the medicine tt makes me sleep. if not, i couldnt concentrate on revision since my mind will wander away to the bed once i start looking through the notes =x

tml is chemistry practical exam. good luck again to me and all the pupils taking the exams. hoping the paper tml will be a easy one, since physics prac was...'ok'.

2007-10-08T13:09:00.000+08:00

damn. just recovered from a fever. now having headaches and giddiness. cannot concentrate on memorizing facts sia. tried very hard to memorise some geog just now. hope it still stays up there...

physics practical tml. good luck to me and everyone else who is going to take the practical exam tml =)

2007-10-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

finally have the time to blog. today's the first day of the study break, which doesn't seem like to me since i still go to school, only later. and tml theres a compulsory 4 period chemistry lesson early in the morning. wonder what she'll be doing with us, most probably going through chem tys, which will bore us out. i rather she let us do papers then she going through the ten year series.

and yes. i just finished my compo. felt really bad since i was supposed to submit 3 compos a week to mrs vijay, but ended up submitting 1 a week. dunno whether is i slacked too much or theres too much work from other subjects to clear.(yes english is the most important subject) well i'm trying my best to come out with at least 2 this week.

o level countdown. around 10+ days to practical and 20++ days to theory papers. how i wished i have studied already and i am now doing practice papers and ten year series for revision. unfortunately that isn't the case, but working towards this goal by this week, hopefully. 3 cheers to myself and i doubt i'll blog until the end of o's

2007-09-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

having night study almost everyday, so i can only use the computer on weekends and mondays. sad. but at least i wouldn't have the chance to play the computer games while i study.

my birthday is over. i can watch NC16 movies le. just came back home from vivo. went there to shop for prom night things. i wanted a pair of pants, but i didn't buy anything in the end. dick is the one who bought. he spent 200+ bucks lol. at the end of the day, he looks like a zha bor with 3 big big shopping bags on his hands=.=

2007-09-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

my bf2 stats really sucked.
on average, my kills per min is 0.06.
my deaths per min is 0.96!!!
which means on average, i kill one person once in 10min.
and die every min=.=
lols that is pathetic.
but considering i'm still a noob....

2007-09-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

i am rotting at home now.
i initially decided to have a break today after all the revision and homework.
but i just couldn't find anything to do now.
got sick of games i have.
but what can i do besides playing? lol.

i'm so proud of myself.
i psycho-ed my parents until they didn't scold me for my results.
thats one of my worst results in my secondary school life, especially this is the prelims.
but still, they didn't scold me xD.

2007-08-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

i finally got rid of my black blogskin. YES! this skin is still incomplete. shall edit it tml. *yawns*

2007-08-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

all the night studies really tire me out. maybe i should blame my dad for forcing me to sleep early since young as i don't really get enough sleep nowadays, even though i get to sleep for like 7 hours a day. yah i'm used to sleeping for at least 10 hours a day, no less. so thats why i'm sooo tired. but good thing, i have my night studies only in alternate days, so i can have a nap on the other day to make up my lost sleep. hmm i need some sleep-lesser-training soon =.=

now i realised why i did badly for my maths. cause i always thought that i had a careless mistake all the time when i got back my assignments or papers and don't bother looking it again, where actually i had a misconception somewhere. finally realised it after mrs koh asked us to do our ten year series.

tml's "big walk" is really lame. walking around dunman and tp jc for what? might as well don't walk. but at least thats the only day till o levels that we do not have lessons and so we can slack. lets see how they can make the "big walk" tml exciting and fun=.=

2007-08-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

i think i am still far from realising my goal for l1r5. got 19 for it in prelims (no offense to those who did worst), but did comparatively badly in my class. people are getting below 10, but i am near a 20, near 2 times or more than them. ok i know i have dpa, but i am trying to make my result slip look nicer.

i've decided to study like mad till o levels. sometimes i think i will give up but at least i tried xD

i need some motivation please.

2007-08-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

now, a new blogskin. i decided not to have a black one anymore, but gave up since editing the colours didnt work and most of the blogskins i found are pink=.= very difficult to find a suitable one, so ended up with this.

prelims are sort of over now. only left MCQ for the 3 sciences. got bad feeling about my results sia. even though i not going to JC, but its always better to have nicer results in the report book. since the exams are over, think about it also no use, just pray hard lol.

I'm accepted for DPA in Ngee Ann Poly. yay. we went to the library to check the results initially, but it shows republic poly. but good thing i didnt listen to yong cheng and reject it straight away, cuz i became ngee ann when i reached home=.= some error on the server. but i took some time to accept it, as after i went to the interview, i felt that liked SP's school environment more, so i had the thought of going to SP through the normal way. but come to think of that, since NP offered me DPA, and its a good school, why not?

2007-07-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

i had DPA interview at SP on friday.
scary day for me sia.
reached there early, so i decided to walk around until its about time.
went in, but got lost.
i went to blk 18, (which i heard i was supposed to go to), but theres no room five.
it was time for the interview already, but i couldn't find the venue.
in the end i decided to call the admin staff, then realised i heard wrong.
its not 'one-eight'. its-'one-A'
i was already late by then.
then rushed to take a look at the campus map.
stared at it for very long, cuz i couldn't find the block.
in the end i found.
but its at the other end of the campus =.=
so i rushed there as quickly as possible.
i was 15min late in the end.
luckily the interviewers weren't angry i suppose.
since its my first time to the poly after all.
then they started asking me a lot of questions about my reason of putting SP at second choice.
lol. but i think they were doubting my answers la.
they also recommended to take a engineering course instead.
that stunned me lol. they said successful entrepreneurs mostly had engineering background, and that i could take the course as i do "well" in maths and science. but, yah i don't have interest in engineering courses. after the interview, i felt stupid-er.
i got lost for the second time =.=
took a 15min walk around the school and ended up at the same place lol.
walking alone tire me out.
another interview at NP this coming monday. hope it will turn out better lol.

2007-07-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

i came to update my blog.
finally.

last ncc day rehearsal on saturday.
so the real thing will be on next sunday=x

finished my O'level mt oral exam.
i didnt screw it up.
neither did i do very well for it...

my wallet is spoilt.
cuz i put too much coins inside it.
and it caused a hole.
my i got a new one.
and another nicer spare wallet today.
cuz went to interchange with my family.
and there was a metro sale.
and things were cheap, so my mum bought it for me.

got 3 polo tees today too.
a green one, a greyish one and a black one.

went to watch transformers movie with russell and his dad.
it was a GREAT movie.
damn nice and funny.
watched ocean thirteen too.
cool movie.

2007-06-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

had a chance to hold the flag pole yesterday during the rehearsal.
was quite heavy though. but managed to handle it in the end.
and i was lucky enough to not have any muscle cramps today.
haha.

2007-06-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blogged.
lots of things happened during this week...
i went for the first ncc day rehearsal. quite ok la.
but the clt taking us is quite funny.

and we watched the movie 'gui ar. gui ar' today.
damn funny. we laughed like mad.
and its like until the whole theatre could here.
or rather the whole theatre of people was laughing=.=

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sometimes i wonder...
i thought hard. but i couldn't get the answer.
but i hope, what i wanted will come true.

2007-06-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

sian. i'm gonna miss a japanese meal with my family cuz i need to go for the ncc day rehersal.
oh wells. since tml is juz some admin stuffs and breifing. nvm ba. dont spoil my mood for the weekend.

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holiday lessons were ok. better to go school then to rot at home lol. so sian. night lessons are starting soon. so will the mt o levels oral exams i think. think its somewhere late this month or early next month. and then prelims will come and we have to endure a whole lot of exams these few months =x

2007-05-26T18:46:00.000+08:00

cheena madness.

i hope it goes well on mon.
seriously hope.

2007-05-22T20:55:00.001+08:00

damn i am sick.
zzz. same illness as what i gotten some time back this year.
should have drank more water lol.
i have a inflamed throat i think.
i hope i will recover soon.
since its o'level mt next week.
think panadol helps a little ba.

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think i shouldn't play too much C&C liao la.
i dreamt that i was in a war last night.
got jets bombing me.
and if i am not wrong.
i was supposed to rescue someone.
for whatever reason.
and in the end i did not sleep well.
i forgot what happened in the end in my dream.
lols.

2007-05-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

felt so good just now.
built 66 avatars and 6 flame tanks.
wanna shoot enemy also cannnot.
cause my com lag...
lols.

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i had a shock when i saw the rehearsal times for the NCC day parade.
0830 to 2030.
snacks lunch dinner provided O.o
its 12hrs at hq.
i hope i saw the wrong thing.
cuz i also not sure when i need to go.
but heng all on saturdays.

2007-05-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

mid year results sucked.
sian. my language improved.
while my maths fared worst...

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went roller blading on mon.
fell once.
had an abrasion.
and i fell on my butt.
on my hp.
so it hurts even more.
even until now lol.

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dunno why this week i was feeling very tired.
even though i seemed to have enough sleep.

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cheena o' levels coming next week.
err i guess i have to devise a way to prepare for it.
cause i dunno how to even study chinese...

2007-05-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

南音
作曲:方大同
作词:林夕
监制:方大同 edward chan charles lee
演唱:方大同
方大同-南音
在他的墨镜里
看不到二泉的月映
有多么朦胧
只记得少年时
练习着二胡时
琴弦勒出了血红
三十四岁后失明了
怎么用他双眼
寻找自己的光荣
小时候拉奏着浪淘沙
他们说他是个天才儿童
可是下一个画面里
他就走在街头
贩卖着他的童梦
喧哗酒家中拥挤的小巷中
他拉着等待着谁为他而动容
音乐没人懂打赏要人懂
因为他真的很穷
漆黑北风中飘渺的烛光中
他想他总能为人们奏出彩虹
音乐自己懂一样有听众
沿途点亮他命运的灯笼
二泉映月他才不管红与不红
圆圆的墨镜里
自圆其乐昭君出塞
自有人歌颂
他人穷命不穷
他人穷志不穷
音乐证明他有用
回家路上由他老婆
掺扶着他拉奏着
那一曲才最感动
不知道路过的
听到的免费的
有没有因此心痛
最亲爱的听众想像他们的脸孔
流泪或满面春风
老爸是他英雄
他慈祥的脸孔也渐渐地消逝在
南音的琴声中

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found this song quite unique.
rare to see a chinese song not about love.
nice tune also.
and the lyrics are quite meaningful.....

2007-05-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

wa seh. this feeling rocks.
the feeling of examinations are over.
that damn shiok and relieved feeling yeah?
even though tml got a maths.
but still no need to study. yay.
and the dumb listening compre next week.
=.= waste time go school for half hour.
just to do the paper.
sian.

2007-05-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

god. dunno how many marks gone for a maths liao.

why do teachers make the mid year examinations so difficult when Mrs Neo said those who failed 4 needs to retain?
lols. i think there will be a lot who 'needs to retain' after the mid year exam.
Mrs Neo is gonna vomit blood.

2007-05-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

ah sian.
bio pawns.
dunno how to do.
if i knew earlier. i wouldn't study bio also.
because it makes no difference if i study or not.
so difficult.
a maths and physics tml.
hope they will be easier =X

2007-05-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

god. one whole stack of bio notes staring at me.
i just started on them bio.
just finished geog.
lols. really dead.
dunno whether to blame myself for not revising in advance or to blame the school for putting bio and geog on the same day.
haiz. eye lids are getting heavy...

2007-05-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH.
geog and bio together seriously sucks.

2007-05-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

shit. forgot clean about geog.
zzz. im gonna die of geog and bio tml.
Q_Q

2007-05-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

completed my a maths revision.
now halfway through my e maths revision.
i am so happy for what i have done.

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my left-eyelid keeps twitching.
ok i am not superstitious...
its just because of my lack of sleep =)

2007-05-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

i wanted to revise a bit today actually.
but i ended up surfing the net for songs instead=.=
nvm. i shall chiong tml.
zzz.

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i wonder what my results would turn out to be.
slacked a lot compared to the previous years i admit.
which shouldn't be the case since this year i very important.

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and seriously cheena paper sucks.
what gan dong and sweet potatoes???
dunno how to do.
can predict a lot of ppl will flunk cheena.
but nevertheless, even though the paper is cheem,
the passages inside are very nice and well written...

2007-05-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

i found out that i need those soothing songs to keep me focused on studying.
and so i began wasting time to source for songs.
and finally found some.
haha. its nice. so its worth the time wasted.
or rather spent. cause it was for a 'good' cause.
lols. i'm gonna finish SS real soon.
yay?

2007-05-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

i have no mood to carry on any more revision already.
feeling very tired.
zzz. couldnt find the SS sec 4 guide book in all the bookstores i searched.
guess i have to depend on myself to source for the main points in the tb again.
haiz. tml is the start of mid year.
starting with eng and mt paper one.
quite slack tml.
but on friday. its SS.
zzz. see if i got the mood bah.
go and finish revise my SS.
which i am around more than half way through.
but i don't know whether things that i revised went into my head.
ahh. tml see how la.
feeling of exams sucks = (

2007-05-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

back from one whole day of mugging.
and my brain is dissolving...
from all the facts and maths i cramped into it.
my mp3 was spoiled.
so i couldn't listen to any music while revising.
felt so damn uncomfortable lo.
but anyway.
i managed to cramp almost every chapter of SS into my brain.
and some A maths. now going to stuff in more.
lol.

2007-04-29T12:52:00.000+08:00

slept over at jm's house to do the class website thing.
in the end. Mrs Vijay told us the dateline was postponed =.=
till after the mid year.
but since i am there already.
we started drawing up things for the webpage.
chose colours for caterpillar, colours for class logo, font for class logo.
then have to draw up the background for the website.
and then blur the lines etc.
thats what we did till 3+am.

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i don't feel the stress that everyone does.
is it a good thing after all?

2007-04-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

i shall kiss my games goodbye...

last day of C&C today.
i hope. till the end of exams.
completed quite a number of missions already.
i'm now at the second last mission of GDI's campaign.
whew...

mid year coming liao.
papers start next week.
must start my revision tml le.
if not cannot finish revising all the syllabus..
and today was the last day of prac.
my shirt kena the potassium permanganate solution.
then after the prac.
i took the hydrogen peroxide and put some onto the stain.
and it turned colourless xD
but on second thought.
i am putting poison onto my shirt =x
lols.

2007-04-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

tml's finally the last practical.
chemistry.
QA and titration practical.
haha. should be counted the easiest of the three sciences.
but the theory questions can kill.
hope tml's prac would be smooth sailing...

2007-04-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

juggling with C&C3 with revision.-and sleep=.=
haha. damn scared of mid year.
i hope i have enough determination and discipline to stop playing =X

2007-04-19T17:24:00.000+08:00

brain-tired.
i just can't seem to get enough sleep these days.
end up i cannot concentrate on my work.
zzz.

2007-04-17T19:50:00.000+08:00

i sense danger reaching out for me.
i am suffering the consequences of my actions.
i'm not going to let it happen anymore.

2007-04-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

omg. a lot of ppl started their mid year revision.
and i am still slacking.
zzz. i promise i'll start tml.
but tml i will say the same thing again.
lols.

i'm gonna have back luck this week.
can see from what has happened today.
terrified. lols.
so what's next?
better not...

2007-04-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to shi ying's bdae chalet.
went to meet alvin, jm and dick first to get her belated present.
then dick and alvin went to chiong arcade.
the fighter plane thingy.
then people watching them playing intercepted the sensors.
so the seat couldnt move.
and dick was complaining like mad.
cuz like tt no kick.
haha. after that went to her chalet.
me and jm took bus while the 2 rode their bikes there.
but we dunno what bus to take.
went to see the guide.
then decided on 403.
jm kept saying we took the wrong bus.
then in the end we alighted.
but later we realised that we took the correct one.
lols. nevertheless we decided to walk there instead.
halfway there saw a monkey lols.
then when we reached there.
i played some basketball.
then went to the bbq pit to find the gals.
after that went to the beach to talk.
then went back again. cuz we were hungry.
ate some hot dogs. then i went to watch the 7 o'clock show.
watch halfway.
yan ying came asking me to play bball.
cuz we losing.
then no choice join them lols.
but also quite no use la.
i am not a very good player either.
the opposing team was quite strong.
basketball school team one.
played for quite long.
then stopped when one guy had cramps.
hong zuo then continued to play with another team.
while i sat there and watch lol.
after that we played water bombs.
while filling up the bags.
hong zuo threw some high up.
then saw got one bird flying to the bomb.
as if it was its food.
lols. later then realised it was a bat.
then we kept throwing bombs up to lure the bat.
soon the 'war' started.
and dunno why jia wen kept aiming me.
threw 3 bombs at me.
but only kena one.
good enough to make me wet.
lols. then hong zuo came with a bucket of water.
jia wen used me as her shield.
and i got wetter=.=
asked her to run. she dont want. zzz.
went to change and walked all they way to downtown to eat dinner.
cuz didnt eat much.
then we came back to the chalet.
played some cards.
then me and dick went to watch tv.
and in e end went to sleep..

2007-04-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

a bit bored today.
started playing generals lols.
nothing else to play liao lo.
but too bad i tried US.
but i wasn't really good at it.
so i was fed up after my tanks got blown away.
and i left the game.
think China is better lols.

2007-04-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

its been almost a week since i touched my blog lol.
quite song sia this week.
2 days don't need to go to school.
haha. sports day and good Friday.
but i still haven't did my homework until now.
then mon still got the geog test.
sian sia. thought of mid year...
haiz. so many chapters...

then yesterday went to gym with rus.
and after that we wanted to catch a movie.
decided on mr bean.
went to gv to buy tickets.
they said that only single seats are left..
so nvm. we decided to catch it on a later time.
while i go home first to finish my English argumentative essay.
came out at 7 again.
took bus to the cs movie theatre.
dunno whats the name lol.
forgotten.
quite funny la the show.
mr bean is really dumb.
then after that we went to have desert and went back home.

2007-03-31T21:21:00.000+08:00

it was speech day the day before.
we were the guard of honour.
and we wore the No.1 uniform.
i was the contingent commander also.
the feeling was...shiok ar.
it was very rare to wear that uniform.
and marching in a parade in it.
it was like. once in a lifetime?
lols. and now.
after the speech day.
finally have more time for my work.
dont need for more rehersals.
lols. finally can rest sia.
not easy to balance the rehersals with school work and rest lo.
need to work very fast.
end up doing all the hw in school.
and it not like doing the day before.
but the day of submission.
haha. at least i did the work lol.
and i also recovered from my illness.
finally got the appetite to eat.
ate a lot yestersday night lol.

time really flies.
its been one year.
if you have realised.
ive been forgetting it.
leaving behind the best.
ive acheived it somehow.
but i am still not there yet.

2007-03-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

sec 4 life's is damn busy.
lols. hope it would be better after speech day.
which is tml.
then got more free time to do my stuffs.
and rest.
looking forward to tml.
hope it wouldnt rain tml.
please...

2007-03-25T09:35:00.000+08:00

ok. finally got a little bit better.
spent the whole day yesterday sleeping.
lols. my head was spinning lo.
then i think got fever.
now my brain still feeling empty.
then still got so much homework.
can die lo.
especially 2 compre.
cheena and english de.
sian liao.
feeling sleepy now.
*yawns*
muz be e medi ba.
lols.

2007-03-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

speech day rehersal today.
it rained, so it was cancelled halfway.
then i had to go under more rain.
already sick, make me more sick.
today was the bball match with 5A too.
we lost in e end.
lols. but the gals won them 2 days ago.
haha. gg played ba.
hw piling up.
but dun feel like doing leh.
feeling so sick.
zzz.

2007-03-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

i spent half of the time today in Air force museum.
ppl can see more interesting things.
but i only see planes.
and some westerners coming to visit.
and nothing else.
bored to death.
lols. after a few hours of waiting.
which seemed days.
the first group came.
and followed by the rest.
but at least met a funny man working there.
lols. he gave us false hope.
saying that ppl are coming.
but there isn't.
lols.

2007-03-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

holidays started.
i spent the past few days running about Singapore.
then today went to Murai camp for attachment program.
lols. the driver didnt know how to go.
neither do we.
so we spent an hour going rounds and rounds.
and we are reaching johor.
lols. when we were still at the expressway.
the board said.
'keep right to JOHOR'
lols. but heng we made it la.
managed to reach there at 9.15.
15 min late i think.
still not so bad.
budden. the program is so short.
might as well dun go.
zzz.

expressions.

2007-03-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

thanks. god.
PHEW...
i feel. so much. so much lighter now.
as if i were carrying a huge rock on my bag.
and now.
i have just released it.

sometimes. being psychotic, is trying to hide my feelings away from people.

2007-03-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

i need a hug.
a very. very.very.very. very warm one.
i sound like a gay, aint I?
but. fate is pressing me to my wits end.
time had begun to heal my scar.
and i was to be completely healed.
but. why does it have to break open everytime,
when it is recovering?
and addition to it.
tests have started.
and O's are just few months ahead.
my body is as if it is melting down.
bit by bit.
every second.
and after a certain time.
i may juz melt down, and die out... ...

2007-03-04T10:28:00.001+08:00

common test starts tomorrow.
studying should start yesterday.
so that i would have an easy time revising throughout the week.
but i spent yesterday on swimming and tv.
but still i did revision for A bit of geog.
and bio chapt 16&17.
today's target.
finish physics-dur...
err. and bio and geog.
in this way.
i only study one subject per day for common test xD

i am psycho-ed

2007-03-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

tests. examinations.
children nowadays are so deprived.
they do nothing but studying everyday.
to an extent that they do not even one to play for some.
and kids are getting white hair also..
stress...
lols. tml the vocab test starts.
now i am studying the vocab words.
reached the 5th one already.
1 more list of words to go.
and i have no time for homework.
have to do it tml.
now my bag is full of papers.
cannot imagine la.
only one term had passsed.
but the amount of papers in my file.
equivalent to 2 textbooks lol.

2007-02-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

another year went past.
i remembered.
last year. i rushed to TM to get presents.
and at the entrance to mac.
i saw guo mei mei.
her head was big lols.
maybe because of her hair.
after having my lunch.
dick and i looked into girly shops to find a moon necklace - i promised her.
because of a xin li ce yan.
and her answer was moon.
i shan't tell you what does that mean.
since everything have changed.
i remembered i was very shy when i got into those girly shops.
and when the moment a salesgirl comes.
i would hurry off.
haha. let me recall.
i went to the shop at the first floor of TM,
last floor too.
the one beside LJ.
then went to CS to find.
but didnt dare to go in those shops there.
went into montique too.
in e end. i decided to go back to the one next to LJ.
and finally. i should have not noticed earlier on.
i found the necklace.
and placed it in a purple box.
because of the xin li ce yan again.
it took me nearly an hour though.
and i remembered when i went back.
its near 5.30...

2007-02-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

phew.
finally finished with the quote of the week.
i was quite nervous this morning also.
but.
it turned out quite good...
i didnt read anyword wrongly i think.
haha.
common tests are coming.
this fri would be vocab test.
think i would have to prepare for the tests earlier.
if not i will die of studying.
especially the last two tests.
bio and chem together.
even if the paper ain't difficult.
we would also fail.
who would be able to finish bio and chem within one day?
but then. actually its our fault la.
who ask us not to prepare for it earlier xD

2007-02-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

phew. finally the last test has finished.
that is. bio.
haha. but... 2 weeks later is common test=.=
sian sia.
and the worst thing is.
they arranged us to take bio and chem.
ON THE SAME DAY.
siao lo. they better change it.
if not. we will be walking corpses.
or rather.
we will not do well for this common test.
and for what put mt and e maths together.
and chem and bio together?
they should change it what.
mt and bio switch or something.

now doing a bit of chem.
no mood sia.
15pgs leh.
i havent even did her re examination paper.
which was supposed to be handed in ages ago.
haha.

shit la.
i am officially addicted to corner with love.
although the plot quite common.
but its like.
i wanna see how the couple end up together leh.
now i watch till episode 7 le.
dunno still have how many episodes to go.
i cant wait to finish this show sia.
but must wait for the ppl to upload.
if not i should have finished this show long ago...

2007-02-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

ok. its chinese new year now.
around 30 mins ago.
according to the lunar calendar.
which we should follow for the count down.
but mediacorp doesn't know xP

ok first.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
happy collecting ang baos.
and happy wearing new clothes and shoes.
happy 4 day holidays too.
but too bad teachers chose to give us homeworks and tests to study.
man. its inauspiscious to owe ppl things over new year.
and we have to owe teachers hw.
lol.

and sian. im still walking like a bai ka.
lols. hmm. no.
new year i should be happy.
i should be like.
YAY. IM WALKING LIKE A BAI KA ^^
lols.

sarang haeyo?

2007-02-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

CNY coming le.
surprised today sia.
my mum bought me a necklace.
lols. chain like la.
juz a chain. and nothing else hanging on it.
but.
i wan a new shoe lols.
saw at tm.
$29.90.
dunno my mum gonna buy for me tml.
lol.

sians. my toe kena blood clot.
then sore.
my foot also sore.
step on ground also pain.
so today if you noticed.
i walk like a duck.
or a bai-ka.
lols.
I DUN WANNA SPEND NEW YEAR LIKE THIS!!!

2007-02-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

think i became slacker now.
sian sia. my grades like dropping leh.
but. i juz dont feel like studying la.
muz push myself more.
zzz.

i'm feeling like crumbling down.

2007-02-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

haven't touched my blog for days.
haha. cuz i am trying out a new game
ghost online.
dunno leh. ppl say its not nice lo.
but i feel its ok ba.
so i try it out longer lo.
haha. haven do hw sia.
zzz. tml cannot play liao. muz do hw.
then do some revision for physics.
maybe... lols.

innocence. control.

2007-01-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

haiz. another week of tests.
but the worst thing is...
i dunno when and what are the tests this week.
lols. tml got geog and chinese compo.
and this is all i know. haha.
think got physics issit.
or maybe maths and social studies.
but heng la.
the tests now only covers a few chapters.
phew.
and lols. i have to present the quote of the week.
somewhere near next month.
damn sia. haha.
so sian. have to do some research on the guy lo.

today sec ones came for the meeting.
haha. this year's ones quite ok la.
not very fat.
seems fit la.
and they seemed like very interested in NCC.
good ba. haha. hope they dont lose interest in NCC...

2007-01-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

ok. i am getting so bored that.
i am watching hana kimi.
which is hua yang shao nian shao nu.
lols. trust me. during the first episode.
you will puke. too many gays around there.
but i still carry on watching. cuz the story is quite nice.
except for the gays.
if they remove the gays. this show will be betta.
haha.

if i had to cry. there shall be 2 reasons for it.

2007-01-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

ok good job done.
finished bio and e maths revision in a day.
lols. now my brain is filled to the brim.
to me lols.
cramped with stuffs.
especially bio.
but nvm.
if i could revise them everyday.
then these info wouldn't be gone.
haha. muz push myself to do that.
lols.

esteem...

2007-01-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

disaster.
bio and maths test on mon.
and summore its bio retest.
meaning need to revise all topics taught last year.
and damn. cher made it compulsary for everyone.
sian sia.
then muz study again.
and it makes me go....
*yawns*
as for maths...
i juz take the hw to be done as revision ba.
haha. so i leave it for tml night.
hope i can finish on time lo.
zzzz. no life sia...

everything seems so plain.
nothing arouses my interest now.
what has become of me?
i don't know...

2007-01-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

mindmaps rawks.
haha. i did my first mindmap for the chem test tml.
i do the mindmap. read through once. and i remembered everything.
yays. haha. save me time to flip through the notes.
all condensed into one mindmap.
WEEEEE.

ledouzeaout.

2007-01-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

over the holidays. i thought i could have gotten over it.
but. i was proven wrong.
the feeling came back again.
i dunno why the hell it came back.
but it proved one thing.
i couldnt forget about it still.
and that proved how difficult it was.
maybe. to me.
yes. i am already trying very hard to forget about that.
but i just couldnt.
its like the incident is locked on to my memory.
and i lost the key to it to unlock it from my mind.
theres a little chance that i may be able to find the key back.
but most likely.
i aint able to do so.
maybe im just borned like tt.
a damned guy.

...a very dumb, stupid guy.

ok. motivation doesnt work without disipline.
im experiencing that lols.
i want to study chem. but i see my com...
i decide to play before i study.
and most of the time. after i play.
i finish my hw and go straight to sleep.
so... i didnt get to revise after all.
lols. see my class ppl.
see a maths ws like see gold like tt.
1 whole stack of a maths ws takes only less than a week.
or maybe a little more.
and its now gone.
even mrs koh is surprised.
lols. kiasu sia. i see also a bit scared.
ok. a maths test turned out..quite ok la.
i got 20/25. lols
i didnt study much.
cuz im tired+ im late on that morning.
so no mood for revision.
but. can get 20 not bad le la.
for the amount of revision i made.
haha. now is the upcoming chem test.
hmm. im gonna get...
A1. so that my mind will think that theres no choice but to do my best.
to get A1.
but in fact.
i will get MUCH lesser than tt.
haha.

2007-01-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

sian sian sian.
more tests are coming le.
sec 4 life....
lols. tml is a maths test.
then i like. no mood to study leh.
feel like sleeping de.
still in holiday mood sia.
zzz. how sia.
no mood to do my stuffs.
then. how to listen in class?
lols.

2007-01-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

and the adam khoo seminar ended yesterday.
with...our school song.
haha. amin told us to sing for him.
cuz it is the only thing that he could bring back to him.
i still remembered that during the first day.
we laughed our guts out.
lols. they were so good at cracking jokes.
but during the second day.
yes. they made us cry.
cuz he told us his story.
about his grandfather. how he loved him.
how he regretted his actions.
he asked us to visualise our parents too.
not alive. but dead. lieing down peacefully in their wooden boxes.
and imagine our feelings at that moment.
will we regret for not doing things that we should do for them.
what did we did to them when they were alive.
were we rude to them?
or were we fillial to them.
and at that moment. i felt so regrettful for what i have done to my parents

and then came the third day.
they continued to teach us skills.
but the most memorable one was during the night.
during the closing ceremony.
when we sung the song hero again.
and our school song.
and also. students going up to say what they wanted to say to their parents.
i wonder if all of us noticed. the parents sitting behind us were so proud when their child went up.
and they were like waving so hard to us.
seemingly telling us that..hey. thats my child. im so proud of him/her.
some of their reactions were funny.
but some were very touching.
and we ended the night.
with tears in our faces again.
or most of our faces.
haha. this course rocks.

2007-01-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

i changed my skin.
AGAIN. lols. cuz i got sick of the previous one.
nice to me for a short period of time only.
haha. now this one looks bloody. lols.

woo. after adam khoo workshop, test will be coming lo.
and teacher said. average of 2 tests per week.
sian sia. i think will exceed tt de lo.
thinking of bio alone gou sian liao.
chapter 1-12 sia.
machiam end of year exam.
lols. dunno what will come next liao lo.
currently we know there will be tests for chem maths and bio.
the other still dunno yet...
i think.
since i may have forgotten all about them. haha.
good luck to me mans.
lols. happy studying =P